freaking hospital.....

Oh yeah.
just a quick recap.
I wanna share what happen one month ago.
i was stucked in hospital because of H1n1.
so pathetic.
I actually saved what i wanna write in microsoft word.
So, i think i would just copy paste.
hahahaa=)

The walls of hospital are always pale white. Is that a way to scare the patient?haix.
I smelt disinfectant, sharp scent that stung inside the nostrils after i had breathed too deeply.=(
Looking around, I saw people with green masks over their faces and wondered whether they breathed the same air like I did.I was being examined..huehueh.

I overslept..

The next morning.
The sky clouded over, and a light rain began to fall, a patter of droplets on the roof just like the feet of fairies dancing. The world turned gray as if God was crying.
I gazed at the rain and heard the music of the rain falling in which each of them making different sound on the roof, a tonal melody.

To be honest, I was so confident that i won't have that H1n1.
so weird..
but i still prayed.
I folded my hand together,because all the things that i had was outside that white walls of the hospital. I prayed for everyone that i loved.
u noe wad?
It's merely because I thought that h1n1 is not curable.
so stupid=(
Those moments, i wouldn't know that should I be thinking of.
Whether to cry for suffering on earth or laugh for joys that I had in my lives.
=)


Finally, I was declared that I was negative...
=)=)